*haix.. wad a day i hav..

went to work nt even 10 min was asked to go home n rest..
hahax. saw my eyes so reddish n lyk gt infection den was asked to see doc nearby n rest at home.. went to doc n waited for lyk 1 hr be4 i saw the doc.. but meanwhile keeping rubbing my eyes cox is so itchy lor n so painful.. haix..
waited till lyk noon den finalli able to see doc..
doc give mi 2 slow-infection medicine to eat n apply on be4 slping .. hopefully ur medicine works doc.. den i wander ard be4 gg home cox i dun wish my auntie they all noe about this. noe about i din go for work so jux sae i gt go for work ba.. dun wan them nag n nag or scold mi or wad.. though i get used to it le. so wander ard. so free until i went to 2nd home n sit sit.. but the sun was so hot until i go off cox at e same time i was wearing my long sleeves ma tt y.

when i went back home is lyk my auntie seems to went out. . lucky she din i go doc or wad if nt sure nag de.. saw my bro.. he ask mi y i came back so early.. even he tot i went for work. .which in fact i did.. but onli 10min work.. LOL.. perhaps wasnt feeling gd mayb b'cox din slp well ytd night.. was tinking n tinking n eyes was so damm painful. cant open my eyes. stupid.
wanna cry oso cant cox will cfm pain lyk siao 1.. so jux cry inside lor..

den u msg mi with even more sad msg making mi even sad.. hai dao wo blaming myself for every pain i cause for u.. thnx mei for the encouragement.. but is impossible for mi to be nt sad cox some1 i love left mi.. she always assume that i wanna leave her but in fact tt nt the case.. despite i constantly sae i realli dun wan her to leave.. ytd night feel lyk stopping her to sae all this cox this is not wad i feel.. wanna call her to explain but scared she might sae more hurtful words that might hurt mi again.. den my eyes cant afford to cry ytd night.. if nt my eyes lost sight.. if serious. tt y hav to wear spects to protect.

i go to slp le.. thnx every1. tired after eating medicine... but i will still be waiting for the day u come back n sae dun leave. cox i dun wanna leave u.. but haf to wait for my eye to recover.. .hopefully tmr will be fine le. hoping we dun jux end it here but go through everything tgt. *waiting.